Oct 23, 2005

Doomed to eternal hell

So my grandpa had this once in a blue moon talk with me about safety.
Both my parents are overseas for around 2-3weeks so my grandpa's man of the house.

I find that when he talks, I usually agree with what he says (I really do agree with what he says). So, when he was talking, I looked at his face, and found that it looked unfamiliar.
It was probably the first time, for a long time that I took a good look at his face.
He looked so different in close distance compared to long distance.
I feel so guilty for not spending time with my grandparents.
*I wanna cry...damn it*
But it's as if there's no topic to talk about, usually.
I'm a god damned loner!!!
I feel so pitiful!

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